hard times

darg...satan, get the heck away from me. Things have been pretty messed up recently, by things i mean my mind. Keeps getting weirder and weirder. I dont know what i'm thinking about half the time, absent minded, it gets tough at work cos theres things to do and its not helping when i stare at the computer screen for half an hour with my mind blank. It also doesnt help when i make trivial mistakes and get scolded by coworkers. But theres still plenty more to praise God for and the hope that I will over come this time of trial. satan really does use anything and everything to attack, the moment u let your guard down, booom, barge right through the door. gotta start armour myself every morning, makes me wonder if i had misplaced my sword or helmet, but the truth is, i'm just blinded and preoccupied by the things that are troubling and fail to look to God when the world crumbles around me. so i spent sometime with God today, just resting in him, realised i havnt done this in a while, its always nice to just be in the arms of my beloved, nothing needs to be said, he knows my pain, and he knows what i need to ease that pain. brings me comfort, so yea, btw did i mention? satan get the heck outta my life!!!