Into marvelous light

things are looking up. Even though I still feel depressed, and even tho the world around me is still pressing down on me, even tho many pressure is still there, even tho the weeks ahead is looking busier and busier, but things are looking up. Cos i look up and there he is, his majesty, love unfailing, glory beyond compare. So its all good. For he knows the plans he has for me, to build me not to destroy me. Mercyme has such great songs, i <3 them.
last week on bleach, in the first part, they were fighting a whole bunch of powerful arrancars. Each and everyone of them are engaged in their own battle, but knowing also that they're not alone, other people are doing their seperate battles, its comforting for me to hear the struggles that other warriors go through, makes me feel sane, makes me feel that i dont have it quite as bad as i thought so. I always wondered how i would measure up if i was faced with the challenge like abraham, giving up his son, or moses leading a whole nation out of somewhere and only to face their complaints. But that's ok, the battle i have today is my unit of measure. I like grimmjow's line, i'm not here to play, just draw your bankai already. That's how i wanna measure myself, i'm here to fight temptation, its too easy with God's strength, my God can render your attacks useless, infact his reiatsu would time warp you. So draw your bankai already, cos you dont have a chance.
The part of uhururu is super sweet too, she goes mental and destroys the arrancar. Such awesome lines, when i heard it, immediately i thought of God's kingdom and our jobs here on earth. My goal is Heaven on earth, therefore anything that obstruct that mission is dangerous, therefore must be destroyed, now I fly into the sky and choke the enemy *flying and choking motion.
The finaly we come across the genkai kaihou. I know my limits here on this earth, with myself i cant do jack, i can use my 3 flowers and still nothing, but God has sealed me with his seal, and with that seal comes the authority to use his power, so my genkai has being lifted, i am marked with his seal and its not my own power, but the power that is granted to me, contained within the seal. Delivered simply through God's words. Now i'm ready to fight.

Edit:
Found a verse relate to being sealed by Jesus Christ. Paul wrote in Galatians 6:17 "Finally, let no one cause me trouble, for I bear on my body the marks of Jesus." OORAH!!