Monday, December 25, 2006

time has come

so i shaved my head again, and things looks clearer now. theres so much to blog about, but dont know where to start. Seems kinda mundane to blog about stuff thats 2 months old, but sometimes have to do things to edify others, not just myself. listening to this song, the time has come, by hillsong united, one of the upbeat songs that i learned and loved this year along with one way Jesus.

Found love beyond all reason
You gave Your life Your all for me
And called me Yours forever
Caught in the mercy fallout
I found hope found life
Found all I need
You're all I need


The time has come
To stand for all we believe in
So I for one am gonna
Give my praise to You

Today today it's all or nothing
All they way

The praise goes out to You
Yeah all the praise goes out to You
Today today I live for one thing
To give You praise
In everything I do

Yeah all the praise goes out to You

Really, all the toughness of life in the past month doesnt seem like that much anymore. Cos he's all i need, in no way was i overcame with all the struggles, the people and satan's attacks, cos he's all i need, so the time has come to stand, and give praise. When satan charges at u full frontal, instead of looking at him and looking at the things he's throwing at you, look up and just stand.
The ones in bold are the ones that realy speaks my heart, my praise brings a smile to God's face, i can live on that thought alone for two months, and i did. So why cant my life be living for one thing, to go all out for him, its all or nothing now. Saw talladaga nights, story of ricky bobby the other day, his father said to him when he was high that if u aint first, ur last. Well now its if u aint first, ur nothing. By first i mean in the race that we all run, we're already conquerors, so anything other than coming first by a large margin is laughable, (attempting to laugh) well y'all know what laughter sounds like. So hakuna mattada B*****.
Oh that reminds me, i saw Borat and i have to blog about it, note to self: blog about borat.

Friday, December 22, 2006

I'm back

back in L-dot, just realised the moment i came here, everyone has just left for TO or whereever they're from. Kinda sad that i keep missing peeps. oh well.
Something triggered my thoughts the other day. Been meaning to blog about it but didnt get a chance. At work we have this thing called sametime, its pretty much msn for work people only. and similar to msn, it has all these status you can choose from. Mine is always "i'm active" the other options are do not disturb, i'm away and offline and such. Very similar to msn. So I was about to get started on this little project thats pretty time and concentration consuming, and i was gonna put my sametime on do not disturb. But then i realised, why? Shouldn't I make time for people if they need me? (since people use sametime to msg me about urgent requests). Would I sacrifice been there for others just so i can have a moment of peace? This made me think about our christian life. What's our status? How do we perceive in other people's eyes? Are we on the i'm active mode, that whenever people need help we're always ready to help? Or are we on the do not disturb mode whenever something happens in our life and just shut people off completely (in the do not disturb mode nobody can msg you.) I want my life message to other poeple be, i'm active and i'm here for you, whenever you need me, i would be willing to sacrifice m time for you, because you are beloved by God and by me.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

gone AWOL

Enoch this ones for you.
Thanks for keep checking up on me. I'm good, the reason why i havnt posted anything is because my computer cant hook up to the internet at home. And I hate to use the living room computer for anything other than msn or youtube, because it is slow and unreliable and its a public computer, so i dont wanna blog on it. I have many entries in my head that i want to post but havnt got the chance to. This one i'm posting at work because I feel i owe an explaination and my boss is not looking. :)
Once i get my internet hooked up, which might be next year since theres only a couple weeks left till xmas, i'll start posting again.
lates for now y'all
ICA