so this is what happens when I get bored?

To be honest I'm not even bored, but I felt like blogging about something I don't even know, I have no feelings or things that I would blog that wasnt as big as the other blog entries i skipped out on. I guess I feel like I owe it to the ones that still read. Heres a list of blog entries I would gonna write but skipped feel free to msn me for details and testimony, but the title is as much of a sharing you gonna get from this blog. I'd much rather share in person.
1. moving houses, definetely a blog worthy journey, God opened my eyes and taught me how to depend on him.
2. Found and accepted a job as a consultant at Accenture, another praise worthy item, again learning that I can do jack all unless it is by God's grace.
3. This year my calling, discipleship, been focusing much effort and energy on Youngens. Super time and energy consuming, but I know i'm contributing.
4. Prayer meetings, slowly moving towards party mode :)
5. p+rs, I owe Ernie and others who wanna know like 16 blog enties on what's been going on at p+rs, I'll share in person, but mostly about our lives in Christ, been born again, born of the Spirit and been set free.
6. San fran and conference, havnt happened yet, but i'm sure its good.
I wonder if blogging has ever been fun for me. To read people's comments or people talking to me about my blog entries, but right now this is not really for entertainment values.
I came to San Fran without expectations, then satan started putting thoughts in my mind the first day I arrived, his timing is pretty solid i must say, started having images of what i think FRCC should be like, what the conference should be like, then what my parents should be like, all that I realise is BS, cos they're all based on past expereinces, i hate limiting God to my thinking, so I rebuked it and its gone. Right now i'm just left with a strong desire to be alone and worship God, i'm glad, i kinda wished i didnt live with my parents so i wouldnt have so much places to go and people to see and stuff to buy, i apprecaite them, but i want my quiet time with God, that's what i'm here for really. Recently its been kinda noisy in my house, in the nicest way possible i wish my parents would not speak for a day.
This was said during last sat's prayer meeting at FRCC, which i think is good for all to read, its mostly for people going to the conference, which applies to One Thing goers, other conference goers and ACF retreat goers.
Pastor shared a vision of one of the Prayer Warriors " he saw God wrote a letter, sealed it then gave it to him, told him to deliver it to the people so that all may receive the Word. He did as he was told, but he found that everyone who received, only received a little piece, cannot receive the whole letter, he wondered why, then it was shown to him that everyone who want to receive the letter had to give him the tablet of his heart in order to receive the Word, but each person only willing to tore off a little bit of the tablet, which means they can only receive just a small part of the letter, theres still large chunks of the tablet left of just white space." Moral of the vision, we must prepare our heart such that we can give up our whole heart, not just a little piece, in order to receive the full blessings of what God has in store for us. So many of us hold back, and we miss out on God's blessings, so often we have always received, constantly received the buffet of God's blessing at ACF or where ever we are that we are no longer hungry, thats also dangerous, we need to be hungry and thirsty for God's Word, and the first step is to empty ourselves, we did some big time emptying at the prayer meeting, now i think its time to go do yours, only when we are empty vessels can we be annointed with oil like Elisha and the widow. So go and be hungry, not for bread but for every Word that comes out of God's mouth.