update on my job

Lei says:
i come to realise that if i cant handle mentally the test of not having work to do, i wont be able to match up mentally when i'm under pressure and have too much to do
Lei says:
its all about the heart, and i gotta be able to adjust my mindset and attitude
Lei says:
and look at things in the positive light, relying upon God and persevere through it all still with my faith and hope intact
Lei says:
knowing that this is a period of waiting and testing for many more tests to come
Lei says:
as long as i keep myself engaged and be of use to the company, it doesnt really matter in what capacity i do it, chargeable or not i will still contribute as one of the smallest memebers of the body
Lei says:
that way at the end, even if chargeability were to work against me and upon my exit, i can look back and say i have ran the good race and see it to completion with every effort i have made the best out of the worst
*a conversation with my career counsellor at work who is also my boss.